School!

man I actually can't wait for school to start, I get to be with my girlfreind every day, I get to see my friends and I won't be stuck in the house all day, life is slowly movin forward, but i wish it didn't move at all, I don't really want to grow up, cause it's scary in the real world, but i want to be successful, this year I'll do my absolute best, besides the spelling (if I spelled anything wrong). But it's gonna be great, bummmer that my freind Joel isn't there anymore, but we'll still hang out.

New Demon

I was in darkness and I thought I'd stay in it, but I found my light, and her name is Makenna. I can't lie, I do sometimes crave the darkness, but nothing good may come of it, so I became a black angel, ........ But I think that because I'm rid of him, I wasn't able to contain him and now he's back and stronger than ever, but He gave himself a name, one that shouldn't even exist, Nightmare he calls himself, anyone who is familar with Soul Calibur should know who this is,


























But my inner angel has grown as well to protect my light, It isn't the same as what others might expect but it's the only way to stop the Demon. It had to go back to the Darkness and take a new appearance but only to stop this Demon, My true angel is not this form.
Yes they do look the same, well you know what they say, Fight Fire with Fire.

I know I can beat him again.
And yeah I know i'm insane:D

Just checking up

Hey, It's really been a while this time huh? But anyway Summers been pretty good since I last checked in, except for the two and a half weeks with out Makenna, she too Iowa (I probably didn't spell that right) to see her family, and man time slowed down like it was two and half months. We missed each other so much and it was harder too cause right after she left my parents limited me on my phone, but I found a job then quit cause the pay sucked. A whole week of work and I only got paid 100 bucks.

Oh I donated blood for the first time, so yay me or whatever. I feel bad thought cause I wanted to do it with my girlfreind while she was there, but she was in Iowa. I kinda am glad she wasn't there cause it would of tortured her while I was doing it, cuase I passed out, and freaked. It took three doctors to hold me down so the needle wouldn't slide out, and they had to wake me up with ice packs. I think I growled at them too cause I thought I was napping in my house and that my family was trying to wake me up, but it was one of the doctors. Man when I came too and had my color back, I just looked at the docter and said "I did something wrong didn't I?" but nope it was just becuase it was my first time and that I was doing a double donation, but I just sat there laughed.

Makenna got back from Iowa and God we were so happy to see eachother again, I was waiting at her house. I got to know her foster sister more, so I'm not really afraid of her, now I'm just afraid of her dad, but I think he's starting to like me so I'll just try to keep up whatever Im doing, cuase seriously it's gonna be hard to ask him a certain question in the future if I'm still afraid of him, but I think it'll work out ok. I really do love her. I love being able to touch her, to know that she is real, and not a dream, being able to hold her in my arms and feel her warmth, being able to kiss her know she loves me. I love her so much.

Oh I just saw the Dark Knight, Awesome movie. Loved the way they did it, but I got confused at one point. I won't say what it is cuase some of you might not have seen it so I'll just wait A bit. Well that's it so far, Still having a great summer, still looking for a new job, so stay cool everybody.

Great Summer

Hey, sorry I haven't written anything in a while, not like anybody else reads these anyway, but Ive been bussy going out with Makenna, the most amazing girl ever. We went to the movies to watch don't mess with the zohan, which is pretty good if you haven't seen it, first our plan was to go the canery but, we need to be 18 to watch any movies after 6, which sucks. So we went to the Sante Fe, we watch the movie and it was good, but the other movie we wanted to watch was on the other side, so we were going to a different one, but it got interupted, but we still had fun.

Later that week Makenna's mom invited me to go to the adventure dome with them, and it was a blast, I faced my fear of really fast rides, except for the rollercoaster, yeah yeah laugh at me if you want, but we had a blast, we watched a weird 3-D movie with Daffy Duck, and we played so games and I won her a green a purple fish, which looked weird, and then we won some fake flowers on this one game were, you have a fishing pole and there's a magnet attached to it, you have to try and get a red magnet, well I didn't and got a flower, Makenna got a red and yellow but they only gave her a prize for the yellow one, cheap bastards.

oh man it was great, and I even felt accepted by her parents, and she was accepted by my mom cause my mom showed her my baby pics (argh!) but it made me happy to see my mom actually axcept a girl in my life....... Wait that sounded like she wanted me to be gay. No my mom's just over protecting thats all....... Anyway... We both really love eachother and we're just having a great time.

Well that's what's been going on so far, and it's still great, Have a great summer Dudes, and Chicks.

Love

You know you're in love when you just can't take your eyes off of them, cause they make your heart beat faster every time they look back at you. You tremble not because you afraid but because you're at peace. The whole world just slows down as both of you are together. You picture yourself with them in the future and you're not afraid of what it becomes. You will show them that you can cry, not because you're sad, but that you're happy that they love you as much as you love them. I felt like a nobody my hole life until I met Makenna, and she told me "To the world, you just one person, but to one person, you're the whole world." and I admit that made me cry because she made me feel so loved. Remember that saying, don't ever think you're a nobody, because you're always somebody to someone

Summer

Man it's close to the end of the year, You guys got any plans for the summer, cuase sure do. Go out with Makenna, loving life, Enjoying it all, Making movies (for the fun of it). So come on guys let me know what you're going do.