Depression (it's back sadly)

I still get depressed and it's much worse, much, much worse. But I've found a way to surpress it, and many of you say it's unhealthy, but it much more helpful than everything else I've tried. I know exactly that I'm ment to be alone, so big whoop. Everyone have fun with what ever you're doing I don't fucking care.

Closer to the truth

Destiny
Is hard to meet
It’ll hunt you down somewhere along the way.

Don’t you see?
We’re meant to be
The prodigies that come to show that way

But I don’t wanna rule the world alone
None of us can make it on our own
I’m screaming but I cannot hear a sound
The suffocation slowly comes around

Loneliness
Eating me inside
It’s burning me alive
I’m traveling in my mind
And flying through a thousand lonely souls that cry
In swamps of evil lies
We’re closer to the truth now
Take me home

Don’t believe
It’s dark to see
When the sun has left you at the end of day

Suddenly
It’s hard to breathe
Resting in the trenches won’t you say?

Loneliness
Eating me inside
It’s burning me alive
I’m traveling in my mind
And flying through a thousand lonely souls that cry
In swamps of evil lies
We’re closer to the truth now
Take me home